Ridiculous.

So I thought I'd write a blog. Seeing as I've had this blog set up forever, but actually made an effort to write anything whatsoever in it.

Let's see. So it snowed again today. Ridiculous if you ask me. . I'm ready for spring. I think it's hilarious when we have like 3 days of 60 degree weather. . and then it decides to snow again. Sometimes I just wish the weather would make up it's mind. For the longest time I thought winter was my favorite season, but I've decided that I miss the colors. A person can only take so much white-blah until they want more color in their life.

I'm way excited for this semester to be over. My summer will consist of working, and sitting by the pool getting tan. I'm pretty sure I'm going to read as much Jane Austen this summer as physically possible. . or until I run out of books. It'll either be Jane Austen or something else that someone suggests. I sit here drowning in mathematical equations and long for the day when I'll only look at Austen's amazingness. . . I wish math and I had more of a love-love relationship than our present state of hate-hate. Honestly, I've never been more afraid for my grade in class before in my life. Perhaps, if there's some shred of hope left in the universe, I can somehow pull off a C. Ugh, that makes me cringe. A Math Major getting a C in a math class. Nice. I should probably figure out what's going on in that class so that I can at least get some decent points on my test next week. Yeah, that might be a good idea.

Do you ever do something, something that you thought that you had thought out, and then later not really know why you did it? If that made any sense, than I'll continue. Sometimes I think that I try and convince myself that I'm ridiculous. . which, in and of itself actually is ridiculous. Maybe I should just have more faith in the fact that I thought it through and decided it was the best thing to do and stop second guessing myself. It's not like I can turn back time anyway. What's done is done, and I'm going to have to live with it regardless of how ridiculous it all may be.

Well, if that made any sense to you, then you win. What? I'm not sure, but you win. :o)